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Gorthan ([personal profile] shakespearealien) wrote2011-12-10 09:35 am

III. [Accidental video + Action for the Goldenrod Tunnel] | Fourth Wall Event

[Gorthan should have known.

He should have known that the human body he had been granted was merely a temporary condition.

And now he's an Evronian again. Thick violet-magenta skin, four fingers on each hand, a beak and webbed feet, pupil-less blue eyes. Sure, his de-humanization has come with a fully functioning set of tanks full of emotional energy that will be Gorthan's nourishment. But what will happen once they run dry? Will he be forced to turn the denizens of Johto into soulless, brainless Cool Flames in order to live? Or have all the new emotions that he's been experiencing since coming here finally rendered him capable of feeding on himself?

... And while he's busy reflecting on all this, he hasn't noticed that his Kirlia is freaking out, holding Gorthan's Gear in Video mode and pointing it at his Trainer. Where is Kirlia's trainer, and who is this duck monster?! Johto needs to know!

In response to that, Gorthan tries to cover his face with a four-fingered hand, while his other hand gestures for Kirlia to stop filming him.]


... Don't! Please, don't. It's just me, Kirlia, don't be afraid! Put it down, now!

[But Kirlia won't listen. Because Kirlia is afraid. And he will continue to be afraid, so long as Gorthan continues to be afraid of himself.]

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[identity profile] hasearthbooks.livejournal.com 2011-12-11 05:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[While he's not about to cry again, he hesitates, and his jaw falls open for a moment before he recollects himself.]

Yes, my conscience came, indeed, later, very late in my life, in fact. But before I say that you are completely and absolutely correct, I want to make sure that you have fully understood this one concept.

If, for any reason, I remain in this body permanently... In a few days, when my tanks start running dry, I will be forced to turn defenseless creatures into emotionless, soulless, mindless Cool Flames, or, to use a less literal translation from my language, zombies.

[He'll pause then. Surely the implications are easy to understand, yes?]

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[identity profile] her-mouse-jesty.livejournal.com 2011-12-11 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[This time she actually goes quiet and listens. She lets silence hang in the air after it, thinking this over. The fear comes back, but fortunately she's a lot less susceptible to it. From what she knows of the nature of emotions... this is worth a shot.]

Is there a way to do it without draining all of their emotions? Just taking some day by day, leaving them time to rejuvenate?

[She puts her tiara back on, as it is time to be Queen once more.]

If there is, then you can use me.

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[identity profile] hasearthbooks.livejournal.com 2011-12-13 07:20 am (UTC)(link)
[... Minnie, you are too much. Gorthan jolts back in shock.]

WHAT?! NO! There's no way I could ever do that to you!

... Though the option that you describe is an existing one. ... But I would not use you, Minnie. And if you beg me to, selfless thing that you are, I will not care.

There is another option, however. A rather far-fetched one, but I happen to be the only living Evronian who can try it.

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[identity profile] her-mouse-jesty.livejournal.com 2011-12-13 02:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[She's just about ready to argue about using herself, it is kind of a relief to hear there's another option available, so she'll just hop on that for now.]

Well, what is it? Anything's worth a try.

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[identity profile] hasearthbooks.livejournal.com 2011-12-13 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
If my mutation, that is, my ability to feel emotions as opposed to simply prey on them, becomes strong enough... There's a possibility that I could eventually become able to feed on myself.

I don't know what long-term consequences such a thing could have, but at least I would no longer need to harm in order to survive.

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[identity profile] her-mouse-jesty.livejournal.com 2011-12-13 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[She frowns at the word 'consequences'.]

... Very well. I will put my hopes on that, since there's no denying your emotions are getting stronger. But if it doesn't work, or the consequences are too great, then I will offer myself again. And I won't hear argument otherwise.

And I will not beg for it, I will demand it.

[... obviously she will beg, but she's got to be an adult about it first.]

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[identity profile] hasearthbooks.livejournal.com 2011-12-13 03:02 pm (UTC)(link)
You are as foolish as you are selfless, Minnie. It's very noble of you, and truly becoming of a Queen.

However, keep in mind that, for the moment, I require no such thing. My tanks are still mostly full, and as you said, it's likely that I will revert to a human body before they run out.

... Do you honestly believe that my emotions are getting stronger?

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[identity profile] her-mouse-jesty.livejournal.com 2011-12-13 03:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I never claimed to be perfect and pure.

[Another cautionary look at the tanks, and then she's back to him.]

If anything I think our meeting today has proved your emotions have strengthened. You've shown shock, sadness, anger, disbelief, courage, fear, and so much more. It's time you started believing in yourself as much as I do.

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[identity profile] hasearthbooks.livejournal.com 2011-12-15 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
... You keep insisting that you're impure. Fear alone does not make you that way, Minnie. What else is there that makes you say that?

And I see you're still overestimating my mutation. I suppose that time shall prove one of us right.

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[identity profile] her-mouse-jesty.livejournal.com 2011-12-15 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
...

[She sighs, walking back and forth a bit.]

... I wonder if I should even tell you, if neither of us will remember...

[But she'll relent.]

... You weren't the first person who... hurt me that way. Back in my world, someone I trusted... one of my dear, beloved subjects... he betrayed us all.

A long time ago, the kingdom was having a festival. We were holding a popularity contest, and the winner would receive a secret prize. It was all in good fun. He... Pete, he... lost, and became so very jealous and greedy. He almost harmed me and my handmaiden to try and get the prize, so I had my guards remove him at once before he could hurt anyone. I sent him to a small pocket of space, where he could do no harm, and have time to calm down. I fully intended take him back. I know, deep down, he had goodness in him. I just thought he needed time...

[She looks down, pained.]

... Instead... because I was not there to watch him, because the punishment didn't fit the crime... A sorceress of darkness, Maleficent, found him, and persuaded him to join the forces of evil. He led her back to our world, and led a vicious attack. We managed to defeat them, but he still remains at her side, and still plans to have his revenge... All because of me. I should have just waited for Mickey to come home, for him to make the decision...